Friday, May 12, 2006

today i freaked the hell out of my friend again... well... i told him how i really feel and hope he can accept it.. not that i wanna stick my heart to him like superglue but its just the way i feel... hopefully it'll go away pretty soon and serve it as an infactuation.. But the feeling is really great ah... its like the shy feeling that suddenly rushed into your heart... the sight of his smile and his soft voice is so soothing that my anixousness just dissolve into thin air.. the feeling of standing beside him is just so comfortable that it feels like as if i'm laying on a king size cotton bed.. its nice... but as i said... i'll try my best to make it as an infactuation.. anyway.. got to work the next day so haiz... tiring... now at tere's house doing my blog cos i cant find someone to talk to since she's bathing... got this inspiration of poetry.. so here goes...

Love creates feelings.

Feelings are the greatest motivation of all

For love, anything is possible

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love

and be loved in return.

I am born to love therefore life is all about love to me.

Life without love is like living my life like death.

A part of heaven can be found in this world for love is a part of its existance.

Every single second spent on love makes eternity so important.

Love is like oxygen, without it we'll feel breathless.

Love is like water, without it we'll feel thirsty.

Love is like a filling, without it we'll feel empty.

Therefore, without love, I'm no better than a lifeless corpse walking on this meaningless world.

And because of your existance, love is possible.

& 3:15 AM

Monday, May 08, 2006

when i was just a little girl... i asked my mother what will i be.... will i be pretty wil i be rich... heres what she said to me... que sera sera... what ever will be... will be..... the future's not ours to see... que sera sera....... when i grew up and fell in love... i asked my lover what will i be.. will there be rainbow day after day... heres what he said to me... que sera sera... what ever will be will be... will be.......... que sera.... the future's not ours to see... when i have children of my own.. they asked their mother what will i be... will i be handsome.. will i be rich... i tell them wait and seee....... haiz..........

& 7:02 PM

ah.. its been a long time since i last blogged.. so here goes... these days i was pretty depressed about my weight.. finally got myself sick... But i'm still fat!! >.< I think theres something with me and school man.. i was depressed and i got myself into sneezeing alot. After i went to school the actual flu came... that suck... but my wives treat me very well... like sandra.. she's very worried about me.. so she spent time with me, bring mt to buy clothes that give me more self confidence... she's a very nice girl... screw that jerk who dumped her... she's the nicest girl around man... then theres ashley... she's very nice to me too... always there to find a way to help me... very nice girl.... screw that idiot who rejected her.... i miss daryl!! haven't been chatting him for quite awhile.. he's another very nice friend i have... very similar to me.. very nice... it feels great chatting with him.. hope he's doing fine... I don't feel comfortable with both Rei and Lucify... i feel unwanted in Rei and i don't know i should continue supporting kairong and misaki... oh well.. As i said... i don't wanna label myself as a christian cause i hate christians.. they're so fake... stupid hypocrites... But me myself i believe in God's existance... bleh....

this song is found it take the lead... loved that movie... have that kind of stupid feeling...

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.
Que Sera, Sera,Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.
Que Sera, Sera,Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

& 12:03 PM

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I'm waiting, waiting for you.
Are you waiting at the other end too?
When you look up into the night sky,
remember that we're starring at the same beautiful stars
underneath the same mesmerising moon.
So come to me as i know you feel my pain too.
I'm waiting, the power of music and fate will lead you to me.
Till then, I'll be waiting and missing you.

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This layout was done by nette, with the help of Brushes from 100X100 and the Codes from kriss.Finally, the lovely image was taken from: deviantart. Pls do not take out the credits. *Cedits to Aries myself for a little editing on the poem. =)"

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