Tuesday, April 25, 2006

haiz... quarrelled with my mom last night... she sucked as a mom i tell you... she really did... i told her..." what i really wanted is a mother not an atm. i don't care about having a hp i don't care about starving abit. I just want to have a place where when i open the door i know i have a mom cooking dinner for me. When i have no need to go out and eat all the time. I know by saying all these hurts you. Why i click with my dad more even though he never gave me $? Cos i know when i need someone to talk to he'll be there.. .He did what a father is suppose to do. It hurts me as well cos i care4d but i know if i don't tell you this then things will be worse." and you know what the fuck she replyed? " I'm not hurt. i expected all these already cos the fortune teller told me all these. He already told me my kids will be siding their fathers and i'll work like a horse all day until the day i died." I'm like.. WTF?! You're fucking blaming all this shit to fate?! Please.... I do fortune telling too alright? and fortune telling is to let you know what you should do... Not the other way round... Thats y i say i hate chinese fortune tellers.. always give to much detail... they deserve to do to hell n burn... I was so puissed that i told her.." you don't even wanna try and you're blaming everything on fate. You really sucked as a mother lo.. Does that mean if i walk out of the house and died its just fate?" And she said yes... WTF! then might as well don't give birth to me.. what kind of fucking mother is this? Tell you what... my okasan amelia is doing a better job as a mother to me then you! as i said.. you're not my mother anymore... you're just some auntie who gives me $ and i have to work for it by cleaning up the house... and thats sad i tell you... But NO you still don't understand you fucking blame it on fate... ok now i tell you... fate tells me that i'll kill my brother and earn a millon. fate tells me you will go to hell n burn cos you sucked as a mom.. fate tells me that you'll lose all your kids and your family and you'll be all alone cos of your fucking attitude and belief... Let me guess... she'll say.." ya its fate lo bo pian." go to hell and burn mother fucker! Care... please... if money is care right... Haiwei loves me through the deepest depth of his heart already lo... If money is love.. i love my brother le lo cos he force so much $ out of me already... if money is honesty, my sister will stop lieing since she stole so much money from me... wtf! go to hell!

& 11:36 AM

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When you look up into the night sky,
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So come to me as i know you feel my pain too.
I'm waiting, the power of music and fate will lead you to me.
Till then, I'll be waiting and missing you.

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

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