Thursday, March 02, 2006

today i never go to school again... was thinking might as well dun go for the whole week le... no point going for tml what... the lessons tml are somewhat useless... i feel so sad... i just watch sailor moon final episode on youtube.com... i feel like i'm just a dry leaf floating by the winds not knowing which direction i'm going. flying over the lands feeling so alone.. it reminds me why i love sailormoon so much when i'm young. it gives me the same feeling i'm having now.. i wish things were like it use whe n i'm sec1.. when ruimin n i still goes to school together.. things look so diffeent after she left.. i never had a friend who cares for me so much.. not even pamela when she's still very much dependent on me.. i feel like i'm not where in space ahz.. i couldnt think of what is really bothering me until yesterday when ivan told me i'm too lonely thats why i feel so empty and frustrated about things around me. i did so many thing to escape the fact that i am feeling very lonely but i just now it aint getting me anywhere...i dont miss anyone right now but i don't know why i just feel so alone. i don't wanna be emo but that is how i feel ahz.. last night i dreamt of something again... its another very weird dream as always. i'm still doing the "as long as i have people with me thats enough" attitude until this person popped out and tell a person i know "i'm the one who you've been waiting and wishing for to come.." then the person beside tells me.." everyone will have someone in their mind who they don't even know wishing and waiting for that person to appear to get them off their lonliness. And so happens that this this person here somehow knows its that person over there that he's waiting for in his life." i know in real life there wouldn't be someone walking up to me in the street and say.." i've waited you and you've waited me for a very long time. Finally we met and we'll never be alone again." But if one day, it happened. I'll burst into tears even if i don't know the person. i know its stupid to react this way but for more than 15 years in my life, i've never feel that i can actually believe in someone and find someone when i really needed help before. So a friend means alot to me. lonliness is a terrible feeling....

& 12:47 PM

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I'm waiting, waiting for you.
Are you waiting at the other end too?
When you look up into the night sky,
remember that we're starring at the same beautiful stars
underneath the same mesmerising moon.
So come to me as i know you feel my pain too.
I'm waiting, the power of music and fate will lead you to me.
Till then, I'll be waiting and missing you.

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This layout was done by nette, with the help of Brushes from 100X100 and the Codes from kriss.Finally, the lovely image was taken from: deviantart. Pls do not take out the credits. *Cedits to Aries myself for a little editing on the poem. =)"

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